| | The last time I took this colorgenics meme it was posted in a xanga entry dated May 31 of this year. Just retook it for shits and giggles after reposting the original result on the Facebook (the facebook will now be seeing the 'before' and 'after' shots). Commentary afterwards.
You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict
free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't
like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of
your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need
is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.
Of
late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you
anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It
would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events
that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel
like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and
you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends
well' will have an extra special meaning for you.
You feel that
you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is
no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your
pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take
offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make
the best of things as they are.
It is said that we are all
influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would
seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you
are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently
strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and
that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the
best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives
with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and
readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you
can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be
considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to
say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put
your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
You
have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to
realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free
yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make
strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving
all the things you so desire.
Parts of that got me spot-on to the point where I'm kinda scared. But at the same time...with some of the things I want, I don't want to not take 'NO' for an answer, because that's just dickheaded and I don't want to be seen as someone who disrespects the fact that some circumstances are beyond my control. In addition I've found a place where I can get understanding, if nothing else. Sympathy is a strange thing to me...sometimes I really am looking for it, but I don't always want to admit it, because sometimes sympathy is what you look for when you don't feel like really doing something about your problems. Not gonna lie; the pent-up emotions part is right, I have been bottling things up more than I should, but...am I really quick to take offense? Yeah I'm hotheaded and high-strung sometimes, but I've never known myself to take offense. Some feedback from you guys, no matter how brutally honest, would be appreciated on this one.
==TJ==
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